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04:19 pm
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Wikkid. I can add Allyl Bromide to the list!
I've been gassed by a new and exciting chemical thanks to people not using the fume hood. Cool.
Pretty much I've got 15mins between stages and I'm starting to feel shit so I decided to get some cleaner air.
Transferred servers on WoW. Re-addicted to caffiene, sleeping habits are okay for now, I'm made it to all bar 2 lectures this semester, and all of my labs. Still a little behind, but that's pretty good for me.
Stuff and thing!
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04:08 pm
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Interwebs
So... I have interwebs. They are causing problem with home phone. Cute.
Speed is fairly slow, only 4mbs at best, using Speedtest.com. ADSL2+ my shiny white arse.
So now I've gotta go buy a line filter, or two, and finish setting the stuff up.
At least it works now. It was fun how Telstra managed to disconnect me as the ADSL connection was set up. So laughing.
Monash computer labs keyboards setup for minimum comfort, useless control freak gits. Why make the keyboard cable to short to allow it be used comfortably?
Week is almost over, just heating some toxic flammable chemicals for another 20mins then some analysis time and then: Weekend. Woo.
Current Location: Monash
Current Mood:  Typey Type Type
Current Music: Fans. Lots of them. REALLY fans.
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03:49 pm
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Bloggy goodness
Got a friend request (on Facebook) from an old associate of mine.
We're not really on speaking terms, I can't remember the last time we spoke, but it's probably measured in years rather than months.
I can't say I greatly miss 'em, but life is certainly different without them.
It reminded me of times gone past, so I decided to sit down and read this associates lj, (creepy I know...) and it's kinda cute.
So I did something I've never done, I decided to read entries around the time of our small disagreement, as you do, at least, as I do when I'm being all creepy stalker mode.
I learned three things.
First of all, the past is the past and some things you've forgotten are buried for a reason.
Second I learnt, somethings that are buried can be brought back with a fraction of distress, upset, hurt and betrayal with only the mildest of reminders, making me wonder how much I had changed myself, not to improve or learn, but to help bury the past under a sort of elter-ego (bad german pun)
Finally I discovered, if in the past you were deliberately blind, don't go looking later. You might find something.
I'm not angry, but I feel like an idiot for doing this to myself :)
I'd pretty much decided to let bygones be bygones, if I couldn't forgive I at least wouldn't hold it against them.
Dredging up angry skeletons is tricky unless you have a turn undead handy.
I'm sure we could be friends, but I'm not certain how to talk to them.
Now to organise tomorrow night.
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02:53 pm
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Lunch break prose
Prose-seeding
Lust on lust,
Hate for hate,
Hurt by hurt,
I give you what you gave to me,
You gave without ever knowing,
I took without ever showing?
Lies untold, truths better kept silent,
I give in these lines a lunchtime lament.
You break down and cry,
say to me "Its perfect"
Your tears splash on my chest,
I give to you so little,
And it costs so much of me.
You voice and body beckon,
Actions speak louder than words?
My flesh is deaf I reckon,
Its pain remains unheard.
I never see the knife,
And now it's far too late,
Smiling you take my life,
A gift for me to hate.
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01:57 pm
[Link] | Back at uni, disorganised and stressing.
Whee.
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06:03 pm
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It's Sunday night and I'm feeling fucked.
Managed to get sick with a brutal flu/cold on friday. While were going up to Mt Hood to go skiing.
So... check this action out, I'm sick, cold and feeling really really really angry that my ski boots, as always, don't fit a flat footed person.
FFS.
Started skiing at about midday decided it sucked too much at around 1pm, was completely out of breath, and then sat inside the, they called it a lodge but I'd call it the, base camp, until around 4:30pm.
For some weird reason I was freezing to death, dizzy and suffering muscle aches all the way up my body, I could barely sit down I was in so much discomfort. Then I began to feel nauseous.
At around 4:30pm we left the base camp and started driving home. So now I'm dizzy, sitting under a blanket and starting to... well space out. I completely lost the plot. Oh yeah, and at around 5:30pm I caught my breath.
We got back to the house we were staying at, I remember saying good night and going upstairs to sleep.
Instead I apparently mumbled, almost feel over and walked up stairs and passed out on the floor, of a different room. Then to make my night complete I was suffering from feeling really really cold and shivering followed by feeling really really hot. It got to the point where I was waking myself up every couple of hours and I made the room smell all awful and sweaty, in one night. Still feeling wrecked and got flown up to Whistler, but my damn ears wouldn't pop so I was hurting and my eyes felt all weird. Cleared up within an hour of touch down which was nice but I'm now at the snow and too fucked to ski. Happily the dizziness and falling over is gone, sadly so too is my luggage. I'll probably get it back by tomorrow morning.
Jedenfals, good night and good luck. Oh yeah, and happy birthday mum.
Current Location: Canadia
Current Mood:  Plague-ridden
Current Music: Dope - People are People
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04:18 pm
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Superficially I think that possibly and insubstationally intentional or plausible can be or may not
be assigned to many or few things.
Including my spelling.
In Californa atm, it's cold. Fucking cold. Decided to wear a t-shirt so it'd look nice in the photos, pretty stupid really.
I still love america, had a fun time, ordered a large drink at a burger king in LA, it's like 32 fluid ounces, which feels like a litre and a bit. that wasn't the largest size but fuck it, I really missed dr pepper so I went all nuts on the plane flight to San Francisco.
Visiting family friends atm, getting a little older.
First night we're in america, which I've gotta tell you is the beginning of a 1 month distance enforced celebacy kick, this dude in the apartment above me is pile driving the shit outta his woman for about... 30 minutes. The finally stop and I hear "Get on the floor bitch", a classy phrase which I myself may have used with... people on my friends list. So once he finishes up there he musta scared the crap outta some little kids near by and they start running up and down the room over and over again. I wasn't exactly keen at this point, but I was also brutally jet lagged, shit was spinning and I'd had almost 4 hours, in 2 2hour blocks, sleep since about... thursday morning.
Anyways so I gotta another 3 1/2 weeks over here, already bought some t-shirts, got told off for wearing a Dodgers cap in Giants territory.
Watched a minute of the super bowl, gonna be watching supertuesday which should be interesting.
Failed to see a queer in three days in San Francisco. Still can't spell.
Had a laugh, my speech is very unclear and my accent doesn't help so I had some poor maccas dude trying to work out what I wanted to drink, give up and tell me, "We don't sell that here, we got Coke, Diet Coke..." "Stop! That's the one!"
Later catch, ciao!
Current Location: Carmel - CA
Current Mood:  happy
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03:06 pm
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Age of Conan delayed
Shock, awe, surprise, dismay.
All words that don't describe how this affects me.
Except maybe a little dismay.
New release date => 20 May, coupla weeks before the exam period.
Interesting.
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06:46 pm
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Back in Melbourne
Yay I'm back, back again, Wraithstalker's back, tell some friends, Wraithys back Wraithys back Wraithys back da na na na.
Now I just gotta figure out how to make some cash before I head off to USA.
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05:36 pm
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...was hot like me?
Some music is just too wrong...
Anyways, we're done here, slated in two days, did it in one.
A cute side effect of my facebook fuck up, I managed to get one of my old german friends to come onto facebook, hopefully I can convince her to come visit us again, haven't seen her in years.
GOLGOTHA.... HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Also, have been watching more of Razor Ramon's work.
Still find that funny as, but I'd like to find some footage of him wrestling on wwf, that'd be perfect.
Coming home sunday, can't wait, wish I didn't have to leave.
Current Location: Gove
Current Mood:  Mission Complete
Current Music: Greenskeepers - Lotion
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06:07 pm
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Bali shmali,I'm in Sunny Cairns :)
Admittedly I'm just waiting for my plane to NT, but it's a good story none the less.
It's hot as... heck up here and I'm kinda hating how cold the AC is set, body is adjusting for 20C and low humitidy, you'd need to be about 2KM above Cairns to get that atm.
Changes in plans mean I'll be back home, probably sunday and I won't be leaving until the 1st of Feb, so I'll spend my birthday overseas, wheee.
In other news...
I tried and worked and I half-arsed it,
but you wouldn't you know, I fucken passed it?
MTH2032 4
Wraithstalker 1
Better than zero, good enough for me.
Current Mood:  Don't you wish your girlfriend
Current Music: Stabbing Westward - Ungood
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09:44 am
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Uni-maths
I begged and I scraped and I sold my battered pride to the whoever would buy it.
They gave me a second chance and I'm assured I'd better not blow it.
I'm scared and I'm worried and I really can't show it.
They gave me maths and I certainly have to know it.
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10:32 am
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Quote of the day
"Tell him my liver has failed and I'm getting married"
Life, too strange to be real?
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04:57 pm
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Bored
I'm working today, yet I have nothing to do, so I'm just chilling and waiting and wasting time.
Whee fun.
Election result was not unexpected, hopefully the greens don't get the balance of power.
LANing was fun, even it did result in me going home sunday and sleeping from 10pm till 4pm the next day. Installed WinXP32bit. soooo nice to have shit work again.
Playing my way through the single player of hellgate london and COD4, good games very nice. Kinda can't wait for Conan though, but we'll see.
Finally decided to buy an IPod, mainly because I can't be arsed always cutting CD's to use in my diskman, and my cd cases in my car are full.
So now all I need is money. Crud.
Kinda sad to see Costello apparently resigning from leadership though.
Current Mood: working
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04:24 am
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The world is rendered in black and white
Finally went out to celebrate finishing exams, was pretty lame, they kicked us out at 3.30 am (almost 3:33am, Eternal Darkness... creepy) and we charged home with a cabbie intent on taking a scenic route, he charge us like one and half times what we expected to pay and the dude left the meter running while I got cash out to pay him, talk about tight.
Sadly the high point of the night was someone mistaking me for their ex, made worse by him being older than me. FUCK. I thought, "Random women waving at me, score!" and was disheartened by her greeting me as Tom. Who the fuck is Tom? In any case it was a fairly lame night as is the case whenever a DJ feels obliged to play J.T. They played Blue Monday (Orgy) and The Dope Show (Manson)and some random NIN shit. They gave us free cd;s and someone nicked ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) misressselene's copy.
It was kinda sad to be home by 4:00am, but I've a large enough day to get through what with voting and hauling arse to GF's and a LAN. Sad but true, I have no life.
I decided to sign up to Facebook earlier this week, pretty much just to play Texas Hold Em poker and the verdammter thing decided to hang halfway through the registration and email EVERYONE on my hotmail address book. So.... long story short, I look like something of a dickhead and my mum is know on facebook. Ah well plus ca change, la meme something else. Seems like next week is results and the week after is Pinky's birthday, the week after is pretty much Christmas and well... sodomise moi if I haven't decided to finally get christianified or whatever they call First Communion or Confirmation these days. Which is cool, but apparently I'm aiming for easter while managing to love make off to the gold old U.S of A for a 4 week tour including a while in Las Vegas (where what happens there stays there, excepting STI's). At least it should give me something interesting to confess, I guess. In any case, I'm removing WINXP64-bit from my PC because it's just like 32-bit only more so, for example, less fucking runs, with more crashes and slower.
I'd say peace out, but I'm not that hopeful, so instead I'll wish luck and fare thee well.
Current Location: Nach Hause
Current Mood:  knurd
Current Music: Binary - Assemblage 23
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07:20 pm
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Ah man..... that's why I don't allow anonymous commenting.
Sometimes you read opinions presented in a public, sometimes less than, domain and wonder why the hell people say some of these things. Myself, I have on occasion become too angry for words and written some hurtful things, but it's still regrettable when it happens.
I also believe that people will often take different points of view away from any exchange, and will tend to represent things in a light somewhat coloured by what they believe.
In other news, Massiv gratz to pinkitteh on her graduation.
Finally started painting again, it's going well, it's a good change.
Worried a bit slinger8, stuff's been happening recently, it's a little out of character and a little worse than usual. Sort of more worried cause usually if he needs a hand he's happy to tell me, but he's been very isolated ATM.
Keep meaning to write a second section on my short story,
http://wraithstalker.livejournal.com/44191.html
Probably finish it soon... ish.
Current Mood: Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Current Music: Orgy - Fetisha
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06:09 pm
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Yay for happiness!
Feeling contented and happy today.
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: KMFDM - Mysterious Ways
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09:22 am
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08:22 pm
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I don't understand...
I hate to generalize, I do it too much, by why do some hardcore American Christians, I guess they're born again, such as (http://www.cuttingedge.org (Probably not worth reading), hate the Pope so much?
They accuse him, time and time again of being the anti-Christ, literally the "in place of Christ", figuratively, the devil, the false messiah and the one who will attempt to wrest the souls of mankind from God at the end of the world.
I mean shit... he's just a German, who, it could be argued, has a past that is doubtful.
You'd think the head of the Catholic Church would be an inspiration to them, or perhaps a wayward yet holy figure, but his Holiness is the anti-Christ?
Freaks me out, so much hatred and blame to direct at their fellow Christians.
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07:49 pm
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Yay for the flu. Feel like the dead yet lack their charm.
Urk I'm sick and tired.
At least today brought good news.
Unsurprisingly I read that AoC has been delayed till March.
So that's like 5 months later.
Not surprising as the game had seemed like it'd need more time.
Current Mood: Plague-ridden
Current Music: Covenant - Ritual Noise
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